
NoMore Pain
9" x 12" Pen on Paper - 2022
Exploring my sexual assault further, I continued to use gore to express my feelings regarding the rape. The violent depiction of a cut along the chest and belly of the rabbit open up to show her bones and organs, showing the utter vulnerability I felt daily. A split in her skull, showing my brain, indicate the absolute state of my traumatized mind. The text reads "He cant Hurt Me ANYMORE," a phrase that provided some level of comfort, linked to her ear, keeping her upright. Meanwhile another string is bolted to her leg, dragging her down.
Gut Me Like A Rabbit
9" x 12" Pen on Paper - 2022
A exploration of not just my rape, but also if the use of a boarder on this style I was developing at the time was necessary. These pieces are part of the Shadowbox series. In this series, I explore my emotions, experiences, and mental health struggles by placing elements representing these things in a shadowbox like layout. Part of the look is the use of a boarder to frame the shadowbox, but early on I was not sure if this was needed. I used this piece to explore if not having a boarder would work visually. In the end I felt it did not work the way I hoped. The use of a boarder adds to the piece, giving context to the space, and creating a strong sense of negative space. Without a boarder, things seem to float without rhyme nor reason, and the piece lacks a grounding element. This exploration of the format was natural, and taught me a lot about how this format should look.

